After a tough couple of weeks with a ton up’s and down’s, I needed to see the light.
I did it again. I have been told not to. Over and over again, yet I continue I break the rules.
It is so bad for me, but I had to.
The darkness was creeping in, making me crazy.
I couldn’t bare it anymore, and so I just ignored all good judgment…and decided to find the light again.
My mother helped me…she is my accomplice of sorts.
She knew I shouldn’t either, but said I was in serious need of seeing the light…I never listened to mother…until today.
I opened up a can of worms by doing it…I thought wow I am going to pay the price…I usually literally do pay the price, but in the event of trying to save myself some time and money, I opened up that can…or should I say box.
I did it a few months ago, after years of going to a very trusted salon, but ran out of time before my cousin’s wedding…I was not a happy girl. It was awful and I swore every penny I ever spent at the salon was worth it, to not have to make such a terrible mistake again.
And yet again…I let life take over with one thing after another (all very valid reasons as some of my loyal readers will attest to), and bought another…I needed to see the light…badly.
Man oh man, do those roots show…fast.
They bring with them, my dark mood…I do not like being a brunette…or showing that my hair is getting a little gray here and there…I know I should just let it be free to be what it wants, but I just love being blonde…the lightness brightens my mood…
Because of how moody I felt when I woke up this morning-even on this beautiful sunny day, after dreading another day of darkness taking over- I said no way.
Nope, not doing this for one more day.
Did I save myself some time? Heck no…did I save some money? Heck yeah..
Did it turn out okay after the last fiasco? Thank goodness…yes!
And now my slightly superficial self will take my glowing blonde locks back out into the world without shame, and go sit out in the sun on this beautiful Spring day, and enjoy yet another day with the light all around me…